So something happened to me yesterday. I don't know if it is good or bad. I was laying in bed thinking and I realized I don't feel much. I always thought I did because everything hurt but I just don't care anymore. I have graduation today. From high school, and I am not excited. Why should I be? Things that used to excite me don't anymore. It is kind of scary. It is like whatever happens, happens. Maybe this is a good thing or maybe I am just loosing it.