Yeah i know how you feel there as i often feel people do pick
up on my social anxiety too and often treat me and socially inferior others
and ones with a lack of confidence very bad so i understand you.

You don't need these kind of people. you want people to relate to who will
not judge you on being socially awkward. People should accept you and i have
friends who i really trust and i no longer hang out with ones that dont care about my feelings.