The meds cause me to have more anxiety, sleepiness, headaches, sweats at first before they start working and in general I just think it is healthier to be off the meds.

I am really falling hard- I am nonfunctional basically now

I can't eat, can't do things

I see no hope

I pray that these meds work soon if they don't then I am doomed

so very worried and terrified

I can't believe this is happening again and I allowed it- i am so stupid