Well, the paper went okay, I guess. I spent the rest of the night writing for a couple hours, then sleeping for a couple hours, then writing, and so on. I got a 91 on the paper. I think venting did help a little.

I'm starting to have trouble with school, though. I just have too much on my plate. My wedding is in less than 3 months and on the east coast (I live in the midwest) so that's adding a lot of stress. Plus school full time and working. Not to mention my fiance and I aren't really in a healthy place right now because we're both really, really stressed (wedding, he's also in school and working, and we're worried about money, not to mention our lease is up the same month we're getting married and we want to move closer to where our schools are). It's all getting to be too much, but I can't cut anything out, so I'm getting very, very drained and not sure how to stay focused on school as a whole. I honestly just need a break, but my spring break is going to be all wedding stuff... Just like Christmas, and the last time I went to visit my parents in September.... It's too late to drop classes, and I know once I get the wedding taken care of, things will be a lot better. But right now... everything is so hard.

Sorry this turned into a rant about things other than school, but I"m really, really struggling with all of it right now and it all feels so entwined, and like I can't get out.