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thank you so much for some insite i really do appriciate it that you took the time to read my post and then wrote me back..... the other day i called a crisis hotline when i got the news about court cause i didnt know what to do and they said they would try to help me find a counsler but i think i need help like asap....... i am really considering going back to a mental hospital to get help i think it would help me..... thank you for so much help