5 months sober and I got drunk again. Severe hangover. Was almost completely incapacitated for hours.

Perhaps a wagon customized with restraints is the only way for me to stay on it.

I barely recall stumbling around in the Psych Central chatroom the other night. Sorry if my behavior was inappropriate or rude.

Something tells me that I deliberately (but not all that willingly) get drunk to the point of being severely hung over for a reason that I cannot completely understand.

What happens to brain chemistry after a severe hang over? I found myself to be rather calm the next day. Very sick, but not as edgy or manic.

When I'm under the weather, I also find myself unusually calm. Might I be making myself sick for this purpose?

Strange way to calm oneself down, if that is the case.

Getting severely intoxicated-Poor man's E.C.T.?