lydia do something for me.... think about your posting here... what if someone told you.. I dont believe what you just posted, you cant have that because of this that and the other thing... you believe what you posted is real but others may not...how would that make you feel.. would that cause you more mental stress or less mental stress if someone was putting you in your place because they didnt believe you...

But that's exactly what happened to me. They called me a liar. I knew before they knew that others existed. I tried telling them and they told me "You know *Amy? She's told you she has DID, she has DID. You don't." I was the liar. Not her.

It's not the label I wanted. It was mostly them that wanted acknowledged and I got REALLY sick when everyone called me a liar. I have never been that sick in my life. I couldn't shower. I couldn't leave my home. I was consistently suicidal. I thought I was going crazy. I was one step away from killing myself. When they denied them, so did I. I don't know if you remember what it's like to not acknowledge them yourself, but it's sickening.

Because of her lies, I was told I was a liar. They weren't treating her symptoms at all. If they were they would be trying to get at the reason behind why she was lying and fix that.