Hi xrainstormx
Congratulations on graduating from highschool. When I graduated (2 years ago now), I felt the exact same way as you do. Mostly because I still didn't have a clue as to what I wanted to do once I "got out"!!
I agree with Rhapsody too. Hope you're feeling better soon and come to the realization that graduating is a MAJOR accomplishment.
*HUGS* to you and PM me if you want to talk.