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So often, I feel like there is no one around me who truly cares about me; no one around me who I matter to.
I give everything for those I love.
I have no time for myself anymore.
I'm always helping those people I love in one way or another.
..and yet when I'm in need no one's there.
My heart hurts.
This solitude is destroying me.
I want to cry but I can't.
I want to sleep but I won't.
I just want to feel like there's someone out there who I matter to.. instead of the other way around.. is it really.. truly so much to ask?
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Apathy breeds Ignorance;
Ignorance breeds Sanity.
“By lack of understanding they remained sane. They simply swallowed everything, and what they swallowed did them no harm, because it left no residue behind, just as a grain of corn will pass undigested through the body of a bird.”
― George Orwell, 1984
I care, so I understand;
but through my understanding- pain
Current Sanity Score:144
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