((widgets))

One night-stands were my thing as a late teen ~ my way, I believed, in getting some love.

As I got older, I yearned for "true love". But, I can see now, I've never given myself completely to any relationship that I've been in. There's a part of me that's just plain too scared to allow that barrier inside down. Instead, I put on a cloak of what I think that they want from me. That little part in me remains very lonely and confused, but is still too scared to show herself to anyone.

Sadly, I even hold myself back a little from my own 2 daughters ~ which is my ultimate commitment to living life. I can't even open up to them!

Point is: I can relate. I've been there. (((hugs))) to you!!