(((tear_drop)))

I don't know whether or not you or I will ever accept our past and let it go. I'd like to say that we will someday. We sure are suffering in the meantime, as are our loved ones. I, personally, go with withdrawing myself emotionally from relationships to some extent.

Over the years, I have noticed that anger is a lot easier to let out than other emotions. Perhaps you can try looking into that possibility for yourself, and why?? Best wishes sent your way.