It's been like a month and xT is still on my mind daily. I've been to see new T twice and I get my testing and a session on Friday. He is going to want to talk about contacting xT for closure. Part of me wants to and part of me doesn't. Will I ever stop thinking about her? I think until I'm over that it will be hard for me to connect to new T. Ugggg My anxiety level is through the roof and I'm self medicating daily...spiral,spiral,spiral...