Thread: I want to give up.
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Old Mar 13, 2012, 11:06 PM
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Originally Posted by TheSilentEmpath View Post
So often, I feel like there is no one around me who truly cares about me; no one around me who I matter to.
I give everything for those I love.
I have no time for myself anymore.
I'm always helping those people I love in one way or another.

..and yet when I'm in need no one's there.

My heart hurts.
This solitude is destroying me.

I want to cry but I can't.
I want to sleep but I won't.

I just want to feel like there's someone out there who I matter to.. instead of the other way around.. is it really.. truly so much to ask?
Not too much to ask at all. We all need that. Unfortunately so few of us have friends we can really count on and either no friends at all or just "friends" who only take and do not or cannot give back .

PC cares and I care.

You deserve it.

Billi
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Thanks for this!
TheSilentEmpath