Everybody that I use to could go to is too busy to check on me.

Billi: I know; that can be hard.

No one cares about me...why should they?

Billi: I am glad you talked to us. We care.

I'm a waste of space & a waste of life. I'm ungrateful & negative. I'm a nobody & wish I could disappear.

Billi: No one is a waste of space. I am so sorry you feel this way.

Someone else deserves this life that I can't seem to appreciate. Guess I'll lay here...while these thoughts swallow me whole.

Billi: We all deserve to live. Life can be so hard and painful that it really can feel like the end. I have felt this way too. Even now I struggle to shut out old tapes in my head that tell me to end myself. So sorry you feel this way.