I sent T an email a little over two weeks ago asking him to return to weekly appointments until I am able to fully work through these ruptures and process. I told him, I was struggling and was contemplating walking away. Instead, I wanted to reach out to him and see if he could help me through it. He replied via email, and said he would let his receptionist know immediately. We talked again about it the following week, he said he would look for a cancellation. Last week came and nothing. Last Thursday, I sent an email saying I regretted asking for additional time. A day and a half later (Friday, 4:30ish) he responded with an apology saying nothing opened up.

I sent him back a quick reply which said, I knew. I was sorry, too. I said, " I don't ask for much but when I do, it's because it is needed. Nevermind."

I totally felt, unheard.