Dear T,
I missed my app. again.. u haven't noticed... I cant leave my house, Iv been here for months without leaving with the exception to see you a couple/few months ago.. Im failing my classes, even my online classes. I cant concentrate or remember anything anymore.
Im pretty sure Iv figured it out though.... If I dont leave my house or answer my phone, I cant hurt anyone else, I cant destroy anyone's life or make anyone miserable. I wont feel rejection, insecure, scared, and I cant fail. I have distanced everyone that was in my life, shut them out, pushed them away, and its been just me for 6 months. Im doing well, eventually the loneliness goes away, I will be just fine.
I wanted to let you know that I wont make next weeks appointment either.. I just dont see the benefits for anyone If I leave home.

Ill be calling to cancel again next week