I'm posting mostly because I think I'm just lonely right now more than anything. I keep waking up at 3 in the morning. Been doing this for a month now. Can't go back to sleep.

Kept having dreams that there was a locked door (my house front door) and someone is trying to get in..I'm trying to keep it shut, it's locked, but they keep pushing and trying to open the doorknob. I'm looking through the keyhole but I can't see what's there. I forgot but that is a recurring dream.

One time I think someone really was trying to get in and I called 911. The police came out and didn't find anyone or anything. Now I'm not so sure if I dreamed it or not.

So anyway, now I'm awake and keep hearing all these sounds outside...oh that's the garbage pickup. Just realized that. Wow, they're early.

I'm starting a low dose of Seroquel in a few days to help with my sleep.

Saw pdoc yesterday. Lost 10 lbs this past month. It's been a rough month.

Thanks for reading.