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I'm so sorry to hear you're feeling so depressed. i used to pray for being taken but i'm so glad there was a positive solution when i got help. do you have a treatment team in place to help u irl?
my therapist once told me i needed to keep a part of me for myself or there'd be nothing left for ME. perhaps that thought will help you too.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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