<font color="purple">I'm just wondering whether I'm alone. And whether this is some kind of an unheard mental illness or just plain laziness?
I frequently cancel appointments and etc at the last moment. Today I was looking forward to volunteering at 6pm, but I called the lady in charge of it, and told her that something came up and I couldn't make it. I hate myself for this. How can I be so inconsiderate?? I've done the same to my dentist, doctor, therapist...
But I'm sure this has to do with my internet addiction.
I have to make myself get out of the house at least 2 hours before the appointment. That way I can clear my head and get used to being outside. It's no use waiting until the last moment and I'm still glued to the computer screen. Then the outside world seems big and scary.

I was just wondering if this makes sense... If anyone understands?</font>