I guess it just seems weird to me. I've never been a person to think negatively. If I want something I just do everything I have to, to get what I want. I don't think bad about myself. Just know I work with what I have and that's always been good enough for me. I grew up with having nothing. I didn't even have a bed to sleep in until I was a teen and out on my own. Been on my own since I was 15 so I've learned to take things as they came and to be happy with what I had. I tend to forget that there are people who aren't happy unless they have everything.