I wish I could but I haven't mastered the art of (proper) communication yet. I internalize. Especially in the workplace. And with this economy, in SoCal, I don't DARE say anything unless it's super urgent or literally, putting someone at risk.

I tread carefully, because I really don't report to anyone (except to my own guilt and conscience). Because I am so hard on myself and critical of myself - it keeps me in line. And there are a few long-time employees that are so bitter and unhappy they LOVE to gossip so I don't want to give them any fuel.

I think I have trust issues, as well