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Originally Posted by morsecoded
I want to grab this person and yell, "Why don't you love me yet?? Make up your *******ed mind or get lost!"
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This quote, from your very first post in this thread...kind of shows that you essentially told people to fall in love with you or abandon you (even if it's subconscious, you seem to be giving this message and they seem to be acting on it.)
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Originally Posted by morsecoded
The more desperate I become, the faster they run. The faster they run, the more I freak out. It's a vicious cycle. I feel so rejected and unlovable.
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But you just said people fall in love with you. And that they leave when you won't be 'with' them. So you ARE lovable. But it seems that you are pushing them away, not the other way around.