Personally, I have battled major self-hate for as long as I can recall.
I was an extremely shy girl from kindergarten all the way up. I had a
really hard time making friends, and we moved at least annually. I've gone to
many schools ~ 8 elementary schools, 1 middle school, and 6 high schools.
I am horrible at accepting compliments as well. I don't trust others: think that they're just trying to get lucky, or simply trying to be nice. And I don't take the guy trying to get lucky as a compliment either. I've known many who'd say anything just to get wet. I avoid looking in the mirror completely, because of my strong urge to pulverize my image.