Hmmmm.. I thought I loved a girl once. My first major girlfriend. But we broke up after 2.5 years so i decided to move with some friends 3000 miles away. 3 days before the trip she writes a 3 page letter, and crying explained how much she loved me yadda yadda. I didn't really care. She pissed me off so I basically said "well..thats nice, but I'm still leaving." I think she still hates me for that. I've been accused of being very closed off and cold by people close to me.

Trying to think back and be as honest as I can, I've never loved anyone... Not to say I am incapable.. But it's more mechanical with me.

I can see myself as a lovable guy, many people like me. I'm funny, fun, and mellow but also have a mean streak a mile long.

Then again, I'm a male.... I think love is notoriously difficult for males, but.. Again, thats just been my experience. Hence the original question.