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Old Mar 14, 2012, 06:20 PM
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Thank you for your replies.

I have spent the last few hours chatting to a friend who is a model. I said to her that I shouldn't pour my heart out and she asked me to just spill my guts. So I talked to her for a few hours and said a lot, listened a lot and generally learned a lot.

I've always known from the day that I met her, that she was lovely and such a Mother Hen. But I never knew some of the things she told me. She's been so helpful and so kind with what she's said. She asked me to promise I will not cut because of David. I know I'll never go back there, especially not because of a man.

OK I'm upset that he's done this the way that he has, but life goes on and I can't let it ruin me or him.. My friend discussed general things with me, things to do with the past, present and future and said I can go and stay there any time I like/need and she'll be there for me. I've never in my life felt so supported by one person. It's a lovely feeling.

I still feel pretty wretched but she's made it easier just to get by tonight.

I'll update you all tomorrow
Hugs from:
Nams, Shadow-world