i cant stop hurting.. things have been getting ore heavy in therapy. then i went to visit my parents and my brother got severly yelled at to the point he cried and he is a teen. My other brother is showing signs of sliding back into psychosis. My best friend again was selfish and put me down in front of friends during her birthday party. then the next session with T she gives me reading on the Borderline Mother to see if it is like my own mom. I've been spiraling ever since. I am feeling like such a horrible person -- acting out, binging purging.. i feel so down. i am so tired. I'm screwing up my life.