I'm reflecting on this and I realize , I don't give a rats *** how ****ing crazy I seemed to her. I think she didn't like me, for some reason. Was I too honest , do I smell, am I beyond help am I incouragable, - all nice thoughts or Was I too intelligent for you, did I remind you of the daughter you never had, we're you attracted to me, jealous of me, did I trigger you, did my mommy issues bother you considering you never had kids, or that your mother died when you were young and you were raised by your alcoholic dad-was it my alcoholic step dad , was it all too close to home or are you crazy or just a half *** therapist who was afraid I was digging too deep and you don't have that kind of time? Or were you having to dust off the ole' Phycology 101?
If she felt threatened , new T said he would sit in... Not that she had a reason but I am trying to come up with a logical reason as to why she refused to see me for a last session. I got nothing other then she a ****in ***** who can't face her own issues and apparently I either caused them or stirred them up. She doesn't have the balls to be truthful with me or the knowledge to defend why I'm so difficult from a T perspective. **** her and the horse she rode in on.

I realize most of you will see ******, it's all a good ole' southern tongue lashin' going on !

:****you: :middlefinger: just checking