((((((WePow))))))

Oh, I can see how that would severely trigger you, yes, there is still much ignornance in the world sadly, but it did make a headline somewhere, so not as ignorant as it used to be.

Sweetheart, you absolutely must never even think of harming yourself, you certainly don't deserve that. You must be very kind to yourself right now, self sooth and remind yourself that yes, you did not deserve that and you certainly do not deserve to end your life, NO MATTER HOW BAD YOU GET TRIGGERED.

I am very sorry for your past, purple is right, the people you were supposed to trust failed you. However that was because of ignorance, now your not ignorant any more, you know how to be safe now, you know better, many know better now. Please never hurt yourself for something that was never your fault. You deserve to heal and be safe now.

((((((Many gentle hugs for you Wepow))))))
I am glad you vented here instead of holding things in or harming yourself.

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