I know im a macrophile. Im turned on by the thought of the barefeet of a giant woman. The thought of being used as a toy or held or stepped on by a giant woman has me very excited. But one summer I hung out with my male friend who is somewhat womanly. He started getting weird, he shaved his legs and kept asking me to rub them(they were soft like a womans) Then one day he showed me his weiner and it was bigger than mine, which embarrassed me a lot. After that I noticed myself staring at his barefeet and the bulge in his pants, and imagining I was like 7 inches tall. Basically the same thought I always get with women I started having about him. Id imagine he'd shrink me down and hold me, compare me to his wiener and laugh, step on me, sit on me, or i explored his body when he was asleep. Those thoughts made me cum harder than ever. It confuses me because I have never had those thoughts about a man, its always always women. But why all of a sudden did i have these thoughts about my friend and why does it make me harder/turn me on more. Is it because I want to humilate myself and thatd be ultimate? Or am I just deprivied sexually?