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Originally Posted by Anika
Honestly, I'm getting a pure Narcissist vibe here.
I don't have a lot to say, there are no meds for anger tho that I'm aware of. My ex husband once stole me flowers from someone's garden, probably more than once and he too thought it witty. I already told you what I thought he had. But maybe you should post this in the ASPD forum for more feedback. Worth a shot, I'd try the NPD forum as well.
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I did.. well.. haven't tried the NPD yet, but the ASPD.. nobody posts in there.
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Originally Posted by Anika
One last thing, you mention a lot how everyone loves you cause you are a crazy *** pretty much, but is that true or only your perception? Not trying to be a disturber, but I would give that some thought. I've been around many like this and I realize that that kind of perception might not be quite reality based.
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I hear all the time about how people 'love' me. I don't know why or how. It probably isn't reality based, and I know that in my home town, I'm pretty notorious. Now when I walk in to a place, people say "there's the trouble maker." I should have left this shithole town a long time ago. haha
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Argv, I don't know if this is all true, but if it is do you think it might be time to deal with some of the abuse you went through? I know you say you don't really care, but I think that must not really be true. Because you are posting here, gives me some inclination that you do care.
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It's all true, and there is alot more. This is the first time I've ever even said these things, and I'm 35 years old. NOBODY knows these things.
Talking about the abuse will probably make things worse. Or so I feel. The big question: do I feel bad? I don't feel anything to be honest.
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Take care my friend, I hope you find your peace and peice with this!
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Thanks for not judging.
I decided I would quit pretending to be a guy that I might not be. All the fake ********. As I sit here I keep thinking to myself "Am I really THAT guy?" Maybe one of them. perhaps it's just narcissism. but I always kinda "felt" psychotic. Like I had super powers sometimes. Like I couldn't control my own actions, or like I was watching myself do stuff. weird. I dunno. but I sure do have alot in common with the symptoms.
Thanks again. I know you guys are really nice people, and I hope not to be judged, but oh well if I am. Not like it's gonna make my life any worse. Or better.