.thank goodness Friday is almost over.........seemed I was walking along quite nicely and BANG straight into the endless hole of switching I fell.........it gobbled me up and I had to fight real hard to just come back to the surface.

I have two insiders who carry alot of body stuff and it virtually sucked all the life force out of me, and I was left feeling drained and completely worn out. At one stage I realised I had someone whom I have never met before and they were saying outloud 'Wake up -------' over and over again, I could hear them from way in the back of my mind but my body felt quite asleep........thankfully they kept saying it over and over until slowly I 'woke-up.' I guess I should be grateful but I am more consumed and pissed by the switching and feeling out of control.

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I HATE FEELING OUT OF CONTROL it sucks big time.

Well, don't even know what I am trying to say, just venting I guess and feeling a bit stink because I have been supressing today - so in all honesty I know why the switching happened..................................someone needed something and I denied them that. It was a simple thing, I just chose not to let them do it and I guess they freaked, then other like minded souls joined in.

OMG what a life - today I just wished for a moment or two of silence, just a snitch, a drop.....................guess I deserve all I get for being so mean to littles who want to talk.

Stopping talking now or I will go on for ever and that would be quite disasterous.

Take care everyone
Storm