OK - I am needing to talk it out as to STOP the crazy cycle that is forming - to STOP IT from starting up again (and) from taking me away with it..... into a bottom pit of void & doubt, that which can but only lead to more suffering.

I woke up this morning feeling DISCONNECTED & SAD.... this is coming from a week of my husband doing nothing but working all day and then playing games online all night - NO ME TIME with HIM!!!

I know that he loves me very much and that he is only going through something himself, for work has mentally & emotionally drained him this week.... and I know that he needs to chill when he gets home from work, as to make it thru another day.
But I still have my needs and well they have neither been given the attention they so desire and need.... emotionally, physically or sexually and well DARN IT- I am but only human...... I need my daily affection to be ME - to feel loved & whole inside.

IS that so wrong? - Ok Ok I know it is not wrong..... I just needed to VENT so that I can get this off my shoulders and back into my HEART - for we have a grand family day planned on Saturday and I do not want to let this feeling destroys it. HELP!!


Thanks....
LoVe,
Rhapsody -