Oh, you did so well! I used to type out stuff to give to T, then she could "keep" them and they'd be a little more coherent/edited from my journal, etc. I did leave my journal, accidentally with T once, in her office, but she did not look in it or read it. How brave you are too. Know that you are brave if nothing else. Brave can keep you moving forward when you are afraid (I don't have Puss N Boots as my avatar for nothing :-)