Hmm - I think I just answered my own question (WHY)....... I am mixing my dads rejection of me into that of my husbands lack of attention for me this week.... an unmeet need that every little girl has and mine never got met nor noticed.... for daddy left when I was but one, and I wanted to die since I was five and now I must cope or flee.

LoVe,
Rhapsody -
(aka: Sabrina, My Child from with in Me)