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My eyes are dry because I keep forgetting to blink because I'm so wired. My chest feels funny because I keep forgetting to breathe because I'm so wired. I'm getting all giddy & shaky. I think my blood pressure is going up too, because it's almost like the veins in my hands are sore.
****... It's been so long since I've had legitimately severe mania. This really, really sucks. I'm not particularly euphoric or dysphoric. I just have so much pent-up energy in my reserve that I can't get out. Slowly becoming overwhelmed, but there's no emotional tint to it. It just is. Thankfully the hallucinations are only minor & occasional. And no delusions, which are probably the worst!
Does anyone have similar symptoms &, if so, what does it mean for you? I'm not in any sort of professional care & I don't want to start. I'm going to brew some chamomile tea & watch movies to calm myself down, but this is ****ing intense. I just needed to post.
Hmph. Bye bye, stability!!
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