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Mar 15, 2012, 08:49 PM
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Member Since: Feb 2010
Location: Lost :)
Posts: 666
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I guess I should start out explaining what I have lost. I have lost reality again. I have locked myself into my head and I can't get out. Literally and figuratively.
It is like life has no consequences even though I know that they are there. I understand what will happen but it doesn't feel like it is going to happen to me. It feels like it is going to happen to some other girl. Someone who isn't really there, and who won't feel a thing.
I want to find it but the only way I can do that is SIing and even that leaves me gone. I sit there watching the world go by but I'm not there. I want to be. I'm can't feel a thing, but over the whole thing a melancholy-fog that engulfs me and doesn't let me out.
I don't know what to do, but I guess this post was just me venting and seeing if anyone can relate. Thanks 
~Lillyleaf~
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I hope,
I dream,
I wish,
for a better tomorrow.....
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