uhhhhh...man, i hate sugarcoating, but I guess in this forum sugarcoating is all people want to hear...*switching on the sugarcoating*

Moose, your posts have been jumping all over the place, are you sure you are okay? It seems as if there is more going on than just wanting to get off the meds. Please stay on your meds (and taking them as directed) until your doctor can prescribe you new ones, because with my experiences zyprexa is very effective, but does cause weight gain and it's really bad to be jumping around from meds to meds while you are having an episode. You just can't jump from two pills to one, it will **** you up more than you...nevermind. I think your bipolar is causing you to want to stop taking them. =/

I've got a toothache...