I did tell my therapist, she wasn't shocked nor did she seem really too surprised. She also said it was a coping mechanism. I pretty much got the same things AmandaLouise got from her DID, except I lucked out and never got arrested. There wasn't much pleasent about it. It might have started out protecting me, but somewhere along the line the coping turning abusive. My T and I are just going to keep working on the PTSD and I don't have to worry about shattering like a mirror because we are going to start a workbook. I get to choose how fast or slow we go.

I want to thank everyone for their persectives, it all helps.