I hate myself sometimes. I currently just don't like myself because I don't like who I am anymore. I've done things against my morals and that is hard to deal with. My solution is usually to come to terms with it, and prove to myself that I have learned my lesson, but that all comes with time.
Other times I hate myself because I'm depressed or being "manic and annoying" and can see how much it's hurting others... which I don't like doing.
And still other times I just hate myself because I have remarkably low self esteem.
I'd say I blame my problems for most of my self hate, or my problems as what made me do things that make me hate myself. It depends on the day.
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"You can't hop a jet plain like you can a freight train" - Gordon Lightfoot
"It starts with light, and ends with light, and in between there is darkness" -I forget
"Got to kick at the darkness 'til it bleeds daylight" -BNL
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