ASPD doesn't exactly make for a close-knit group of people. Sometimes they talk a lot, sometimes it's a dry spell. Maybe try psychforums.com? Mike used to go there before he got banned... I've never had too much to really 'express' over in the forum in question, so maybe psychforums will be more active? I've been trying to assist you, but I am only one person. And frankly, I think multiple perspectives may quell your neurosis on this matter...

And don't take **** so personally!! Hahah, it's just a forum of nutjobs. You don't have to be here either. You don't have to ask other people for their opinions. Just sayin'. Not that I have any issues with you, but just some friendly advice!