OK - I am back from lunch and it went good.... I am glad that I went for I had fun and the co-worker and I did most of the talking - it was nice to be in company of adults.... I even got a whistle and a honk from a man I did not even know - (smiling) - lol.
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NOW - for my replies to all who took the time to reply to ME....
CandyBear.... I guess in all it was more with ME, for I believe in always looking our best and that first impressions can be a make it or break it deal.
SeptemberMorn.... Yes, I believe that we should not look for someone else to make us happy, but then again this kind of happiness was not the one from with in, but rather that of which we like (and need) our significant other to give to us - and I had been without.
Now as far as stress of SEX goes, my husband does not see that act as work or stress.... he loves it and it helps him unwind, but lately his unwinding is coming from the computer with the online games.... I am trying to be patient, for it is just a phrase and this too shall pass. (AND) Yes, I cleaned up for ME, so that I would feel better about how I presented ME, not just for my husband.
Bepop .... Thanks for your words of understanding and while hubby and I have not spent much time together this week, we do and will spend time together again - as soon as his own storm passes.... I just needed some one to lean on while I wait out the storm.
Sabrina .... You and I are TWINS of the HEART and with in LOVE.... May we help each other on this journey.
Tracylee .... I understand what you are saying by maybe he is waiting on me and yet I do not think that is it this time around.... for I walk past him and touch him (often) and I do kiss his bald spot as well, and I have even hinted (with touch & sex talk) of wanting him in bed next to me.... this time around I guess I just need to take out my old patient box and open it so that I can catch some of its inner power.... to hold me over until we connect again.
Thanks....
LoVe,
Rhapsody -
