No same here, my relationship effects me big time. It's a huge thing in our lives and so intimate I don't see how it couldn't effect you. But yes with the bipolar it might be more intense than usual.

What is one thing you could look forward to? When I don't feel like I have anything to look forward it puts me in a bad way. Even if I can find something simple, like a theft store date with my sister I feel a lot better.

Ah I think I read that wrong. Couldn't hurt tho. How could you get some rest?