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Originally Posted by Dreamy01
T rang me yesterday to see how I was - something she has never done. I was so shocked and touched. But more than anything it has left me feeling kind of empty.
Maybe having something from T has intensified the need for someone. I'm so used to dealing with stuff alone that I don't even miss having someone to turn to.
When things die down T won't want me calling her all the time so why should I get used to it now? What purpose would it serve? Why does her calling me suddenly bring up frightened feelings? I'm glad she called but I don't want to need her too much. That will only push her away too.
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You are very insightful into all of this. Excellent stuff to talk to T about so that you can work through all of this. All of this can get better if you work through it. Good work!
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