They tire way before I do! It's not that I stop giving certain things, it's that my true self starts to come through. I think. But I do think part of what draws them to me in the first place is how attentive and focused I am. Strokes their egos and all that. Making people feel special - that's the only way to attract them. But after a while...maybe my attention becomes a burden. Seriously upsetting when some people asked for it in the first place, even after I warned them. They said they could "handle" it. HA.

Omg, slow things down? Not be in touch as often?? These are serious failure points of mine. I feel driven to keep obsessive tabs on anyone I like. I want to hear from those people every single day, preferably multiple times a day. I've been told by people who've been around me for a while that I'm (too) intense and that I'm really obsessive. And I am very obsessive. But I can't seem to help it.

With the new friend I mentioned before - I'm trying SO hard not to ask for reassurances that she likes me every 5 minutes. I'm chill until I start thinking I want someone around, and then BOOM - I become instantly neurotic and obsessive. :/ And to think, she thinks I'm hyper and intense NOW. I'm debating (and have been debating) over whether I should just drop the friendship and run while I still can. But at the same time, I NEED the support and contact. Ugh.