My T left for a 2 1/2 week vacation today. I know in my heart he's coming back but my brain is saying he's not coming back he abandoned you. Yea he says he's going to Disneyland but he's really out looking for another job and he's just not going to come back. I'm scared. 2 years ago he went to Florida to Disneyworld and I got the same feelings and finally worked myself into a state that ended up being hospitalized. I saw my pdoc today and she gave me some Ativan to help with the anxiety I am feeling due to him being gone. I hope it works and that I don't end up being hospitalized. I am just so scared.

Jbug