Thanks, I'm on 200mg of lamictal right now, and no antidepressant. I'm seeing my pdoc next week, so I'm gonna talk to him about this.

As for disability, I work part time, and make not much more than what I'd be getting on disability. Though you're right, it's a job I (usually, except when depressed) love. And telling people you're on disability can be hard, I know. Sometimes when talking about friends I know who are on disability, I tend to refer to what they do either volunteering, or what personal projects they work on.