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Originally Posted by precious things
I am so proud of you! My goodness, guilt, shame and fear aside, that was an incredibly brave move on your part! How does it feel to share with your T? Do you feel like now that she has more of the details, it is a way of healing these memories for you? I ask because although I have put CSA out there, I have not gone into details yet. I wonder if this is healing for you?
And good call on the run! It is important to nurture the body when doing such tough mental work!
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Thanks again for all the support. It means so much and it is helping me get through today
I feel like I'm disappointing you all, because it does NOT feel good to have shared with T. Not at all. I know it's supposed to be healing but it is just hard.
Today I feel lost. I don't know what to do. I feel sorry for my kids. They deserve better than this. I don't have anything to give them.
That's all. Just lost.