I am very depressed right now. I was in a car accident. This is while the economy is as strong as ever. My mom needs 2 surgeries and she usually has problems with her surgeries. Real to the extreme. God is currently laughing at me. I have a year left because dad might retire then and we will have no money. I believe if I calculated it right we will go from having a salary of $100,000 a year to under $30,000 to support a family of 4. I have been having thought insertion. My computer is currently on and that is great! World peace is near to laugh at me. I am very cold right now. My sleep has been one of two extremes I have either been getting up really early or not sleep at all to sleeping the entire day away. I mean a couple of days ago I hardly even got out of bed and the other days I have been having insomnia. My brother might be moving if he gets the job and i will hardly see him anymore and I feel very connected to my huggable brother. I call him "Huggable lovable." I feel connected to my cute bird. He helps me a lot. I love him. Not when he is screaming at 105 DB though. That is loud! I am autistic and screaming hurts my ears. What is weird is when I was young I used to scream all the time. My glasses are currently off. I wear them outside and not inside.