(((Purple Mist))) really sorry you are so dissolutioned right now. I doubt people think you are creepy, but they are the rude, cruel ones!!
Underneath that wrapping paper you ARE a beautiful person.
No need for serial killers or concrete blocks, hold your head high, you deserve kindness & respect as much as the next person.
Do you have a T to help you sort things out?
You know you can always come here & vent, good to get things off your chest!
Take care, try to be kind to yourself. PM me anytime.