Thank you for all your responses.
I'm scared of medication. I haven't been on it in a year. Last time they gave me it, I was angry all the time. They gave my friend medication and it gave her hallucinations. I'm also afraid of the idea of hospitalization...

And Switch.... Thank you for your reply.
It's interesting that you related to it. If I ever told someone to help me look into it, though, they'd deny it and say I was being stupid.

Thank you SnowGoose... You're reply helped me relax somewhat/